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A current self-portrait

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Emotionally this is EXACTLY what i've been going through. I've always been known as the "quiet one" among my friends and after a while it gets really annoying, especially when you begin to notice that you're the last person people want to associate with, simply because you don't talk much. There's nothing special about the "quiet person" infact isn't it ALWAYS the "quiet person" who either goes missing, gets murdered or IS the murderer on the news? If I die young somehow I want to be known as ANYTHING BUT the quiet guy.

I wouldn't be surprised if I actually have some sort of mild case of selective mutism because I honestly just don't want to talk sometimes. Don't get me wrong, if i'm around the right people and in the right mood, I can actually talk ALOT, it's just for me to GET there is such a long process.

Plus, with my current situation with trying to find a job is really annoying because in the past two weeks i've had three close friends get jobs (one of which was GIVEN to her) and here I am still applying and looking. If I actually had money to afford stuff I would be so much happier instead of always being the awkward guy who's always choosing not to eat whenever everyone else is buying food, plus it's always so embarrassing when people have to buy me food. Anyways, I figured, make a comic out of it, at least i'll get some attention online.

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